"Love is patient, Love is kind"

I love the Lord Jesus Christ. I am so thankful he wakes me up everyday. I wish I would live for him better than I do. I love my mommy. He gave her to me. He works through her. She keeps me from lowering my standards to everyone who hurts me, knocks me down, or humiliates me. She helps me stand strong, ignore them, & look the other way. I know things will get better. I have to keep going.

I’m not depressed, but shocked & numb. All the people I love & have always trusted except my mom, has done me wrong, I haven’t done anything. I’m not being dramatic, it’s just lonely losing people who you care about bc they don’t care about you. From now on it’s God, my mommy, my job, & me. I’ll be damned if I trust another person & let them get close to me. I’m legit done.

Who knew that 2012 would be the year I’d lose everyone except God & my momma? Idk what to do but you can only be hurt, lied to, & put down so much. I gotta start worrying about me only.